DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA

SO YESTERDAY I WENT OUT WITH A FRIEND, WHILE WE WERE OUT HE TELLS ME THAT HE WAS ON THE PHONE FOR SUCH A LONG TIME LAST NIGHT WITH JASON (EX FRIEND). BEFORE I CONTINUE, I'LL SAY IT NOW. YES THE FRIEND I WENT OUT WITH IS SOMEONE WHO IM STARTING TO LIKE MORE THAN JUST A FRIEND.

HERE'S WHY:
HE'S FUNNY, I LOVE THE WAY HE KNOWS EVERY SONG OUT THERE. HE'S CUTE, HE'S SMART, I LOVE THAT HE'S GOING BACK TO SCHOOL AND WILL BE STUDING FILM OF ALL THINGS. NOW HE'S NOT THE GREATEST BUT I LOVE THE WAY HE SINGS. =) I LOVE THE FACT THAT HE LOVES OLD CLASSIC MOVIES. MOSTLY I LOVE THE WAY HE CUDDLES UP IN MY ARMS, THE WAY HE PUTS HIS ARMS AROUND ME WHEN WE'RE OUT AT THE CLUBS AND THE WAY HE HOLDS MY HAND WHEN WE'RE WATCHING A MOVIE.

JONATHAN

BUT I KNOW TO HIM IM JUST A FRIEND, IM ALWAYS JUST A FRIEND.

ANYWAYS AS HE AND JASON TALKED, I WAS PART OF THEIR CONVERSATION. YES, THEY SAID GREAT THINGS ABOUT ME (THANK YOU) BUT I DIDNT LIKE THE FACT THAT JASON HAD TOLD HIM THAT HE THOUGHT THAT I AND JONATHAN MIGHT BE SOMETHING. HE TOLD HIM SOME THINGS THAT WERNT SUPPOSED TO BE TOLD TO HIM. THEN THEY DECIDED THAT IM THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND (AGAIN THANK YOU) BUT PEOPLE ARE SHALLOW. WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT IT HURT, IT WAS HARD TO FIGHT BACK THE TEARS BUT I DID AND ITS THE TRUTH. JONATHAN, AFTER TELLING ME ALL THIS ASKED ME IF I HATTED HIM NOW, LOL THE ANSWER IS NO. THAT WHOLE CONVERSATION WAS IN MY HEAD THE REST OF THE NIGHT AND I THINK JONATHAN KNEW THAT BECAUSE HE TOLD ME TO STOP THINKING WHILE WE WERE WATCHING THE MOVIE LOL.

JASON (EX FRIEND)

I'M MAD AT JASON BEACUSE HE SHOULDNT HAVE SAID ANYTHING ABOUT HOW I FEEL TOWARDS JONATHAN AND YES I AM KINDA JELIOUSE AND UPSET THAT JASON CALLED JONATHAN AND TALKED FOR HRS KNOWING HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM.

I'M MORE MAD AND HURT WITH DAVID (EX FRIEND) BECAUSE IF YOU KNOW ME I'M NOT MUCH OF A TALKER. I'M QUIET, I KEEP THINGS TO MYSELF (ALOT) BUT FOR WHATEVER REASON ONE NIGHT DAVID ASKED ME WHATS WRONG AND FOR ONCE I THOUGHT MAYBE HE IS A FRIEND THAT I COULD TRUST, A FRIEND I COULD TALK TO. SO I DID AND HE TURNS AROUND AND TELLS JASON WHO THEN TALKS TO JONATHAN . WELL LIKE I TOLD DAVID IN A TEXT, "THATS WHY I DON'T TALK TO ANYONE AND I WONT AGAIN." DAVID TEXTED BACK THAT HE'S SORRY AND DIDN'T MEAN TO BETRAY MY TRUST AND THAT HE FELT HORRIBLE ABOUT IT. MY TEXT TO HIM WAS, "DONT." I KNOW YOU DIDNT MEAN TO BETRAY ME, HURT ME, WHATEVER AND DONT FEEL HORRIBLE I WAS THE STUPID ONE FOR TRUSTING YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE, BELIEVE ME IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN. NOT WITH YOU OR ANYONE ELSE.