LIFE'S GOOD

SO DRAMA IS STILL GOING ON BUT I'M NOT LETTING IT GT TO ME ANYMORE. THIS PAST WEEKEND WAS, WOW! LOL . I WENT TO DANIELLE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY AT HER PLACE, IT HAD A PJ THEME. WELL GUESS WHO SHOWS UP? JONATHAN WITH HIS BOYFRIEND JACOB. HE WALKS IN FINDS ME AND COME'S AND GIVES ME A HUGE HUG AND TRY'S TO BE ALL FRIENDLY BUT IM LIKE BEING REALLY COLD TOWARDS HIM AND HIS BF. JONATHAN ASK'S ME IF IM MAD AT HIM, I JUST TOLD HIM NO AND IGNORED HIM THE REST OF THE NIGHT. JONATHAN ON THE OTHER HAND DIDNT TAKE THE HINT AND TRYED KISSING ME, SAT ON ME AND GRINDED. THEN AT ONE POINT HE CAME AND LIFTED UP HIS SHIRT AND WAS ALL UP ON ME, I WAS NOT HAVING THIS, I PUSHED HIS ASS OFF ME ALL NIGHT. BUT INSIDE IT WAS KILLING ME BECAUSE TO BE HONEST I SO WANT HIM LOL. I DECIDE TO LEAVE THE PARTY CLOSE TO 1AM AND WOW THE THINGS THAT WENT ON AFTE I LEFT. DAVID AND JJ ARE IN ONE OF THE BEDROOMS. DAVID IS TRYN TO GET HIS SARONG BACK FROM JJ SO HE CAN LEAVE BECAUSE JJ BORROWD IT. IN COMES JONATHAN SEE'S JJ NAKED AND STARTS TO PLAY WITH HIS DICK, WHICH IS HUGE. THEN IN COME'S JACOB "THE BF" AND DAVID IS LIKE OMG THERE'S GANNA BE A FIGHT. NOPE, JACOB JOINS IN AND DAVID IS LIKE LET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. SO JJ, JONATHAN AND JACOB START SUCKING EACH OTHER'S DICKS AND WELL YOU CAN USE YOUR IMAGINATION FOR THE REST.

COME SUNDAY DAVID AND I END UP HANGING OUT AND GO TO CLUB VLVT IN SANTA ANA. THE CLUBS OK BUTIT WAS LADY'S NIGHT AND SO NOT MY THING LOL. DAVID AND I HAD A REALLY GOOD TALK IN THE CAR ON THE WAY HOME. DEFFINETLY HAVE A LOT IN COMMON. HE OPENED UP TO ME AND TOLD ME A LOT ABOUT HIMSELF THAT HE HASNT REALLY TOLD MANY PEOPLE. YOUR AWSOME DAVID.

SO BACK TO SAT. NIGHT AT DANIELLE'S PARTY. I MET THIS GUY A WHILE BACK NAMED ANTHONY, HE LIVES IN SAN DIEGO, HE'S TALL, NICE TAN VERY HANDSOME, SWEAT, GREAT DANCER, FUN TO BE AROUND, DIFFERENT FROM ALL HIS FRIENDS, LONG BROWN HAIR, BEAUTIFUL GREEN EYES, A SMILE THATS TO CUTE FOR WORDS, GREAT BODY, SMART, FUNNY, AWSOME TASTE IN MUSIC..... ANYWAYS LOL, AS YOU CAN TELL IM VERY FOND OF ANTHONY, WELL I INVITED HIM TO THE PARTY AND THAT DAY HE STILL SAID HE WAS COMING BUT IN THE END HE NEVER SHOWED. I WASNT MAD BUT I WAS HURT. I FELT LET DOWN AND DISAPPOINTED. I KNEW IN MY HEART ALL DAY THAT HE WASNT GOING TO GO, I JUST FELT IT. AT THE SAME TIME THERE WAS A VERY SMALL PART OF ME THAT SAID JUST MAYBE HE'LL SURPRISE ME AND HE'LL SHOW UP. I THINK THATS WHY IT HURT SO MUCH WHEN HE DIDNT, BECAUSE I ACTUALLY WANTED HIM TO BE THERE. THAT NIGHT I SENT HIM A TEXT WITH "=(" THATS ALL I PUT. THE NEXT MORNING (SUNDAY), HE SENT ME A TEXT SAYING, "I'M SRRY BABY" FOLLOWED BY "MY GRANDPA WAS IN THE HOSPITAL" I ASKED HIM IF HE GRANDPA WAS OK, HE SAID YES, MUCH BETTER. NOW WEATHER ITS TRUE OR NOT ABOUT HIS GRANDPA AND I KNOW THIS SOUNDS SELFISH BUT IM STILL HURT ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. ANYWAYS THAT ALL I GOTS TO SAY FOR THE MOMENT. I'M GANNA TRY AND GET BACK TO BLOGGING MORE.

ANTHANY