Someday I'll Forget About You.

Last night i dreamt about him for the first time in a long time and it felt so real. It took me a few minutes to come back to reality and realize that it wasn't real. I can barely remember it now but i do remember being at is place, outside with him. He asks me something, I think he asked if the posts i've made on facebook in the past were about him. I told him yes, the post were always about him. The rest of the dream is kind of a blur and then I wake up. I hate that i still think of jose and have feelings for him because that night plays in my head everytime over and over. I havent spoken to him in months. the last thing i texted him was, "I want to fuck you so bad" lol it was a joke but at the same time to also see what he would say, he thought i msged him by accident lol. Jose doesnt get me, he doesnt get my personality, he doesnt get my jokes, he doesnt get my sarcasm. I hope someday soon i finally stop thinking of him, but then again i still think of Thiago and Anthony and its been years and it still hurts and brings tears to my eyes.