IM BACK!!!

I'M FINALLY BACK!!!! For how long Idk lol. Omg there is so So SO much to blog about. For starters I'm still unemployed but I'm definitely working on that. In fact I've sent my resume to a lot of nearby preschools so wish me luck :) before you say anything, yes I said preschools. I figured I'd go back into teaching and here's why: set hours, weekends off, paid holidays, paid vacations, paid sick days, health insurance and other benefits. I won't be working nights, I can still go out and have fun and I get an income again. Now I know I didn't mention a thing about me liking to work with kids, now don't get me wrong I do but that isn't something that's at the top of my list right now. Right now I'm focusing on getting my life back in order, job, car, pay of debt, move out on my own, go back to school, and yes I still have dreams of starting my own businesses. So basically there you have it, my goal for this year.

Now besides all that you know i got a lot of juicy stuff to talk about and I must say my brain is on OVERLOAD! I got so much to say about so many boys and especially one certain boy that came into my life last September who has basically driven me crazy. Then again what's new right? Lol.

Plus lots more personal shit to talk about. If you're reading this blog for the first time here's what you need to know: its about me and all the crap that goes on in my head, nothing is head back. I use this blog as a diary for the world to.read. it allows me to be vulnerable in a way I can't be in my everyday life. It allows people to see me without the makeup so to speak. I may come off completely crazy at times and if that's how you see me then that's how you see me. I write about everything and everyone and its how I view things or people. Everything I write is my opinion and my opinion on what I write about today may change tomorrow. I don't apologize for the things I write and I've lost friends over this blog but its life.