Apologized

Yesterday I got an unexpected Facebook friend request from Jonathan, the ex-friend. I was hesitant to except at first but I did. Just days before a mutual friend of ours was having a house party, parents out of town, you know how it is lol. Anyways Jonathan hit me up that night via Facebook msging and asked if I was going then offered to pick me up and take me. My answer was an instant no for the fact that he ended our friendship saying I used him. I don't feel comfortable going anywhere with him anymore. So back to yesterday, after the friend request, later that night he sends me a msg that said,

"i just wanted to apologize for being kinda dickish and shortworded. it's just that sometimes, i just felt a little jealous cause i wanted to just go and have a good time, and i really just wanted to spend time with you so id get jealous youd go sit and talk to other people."

To which I wasn't really sure how to respond. But I basically said that its not like I took off and left you there. I always included you and introduced you to whoever I was talking with. However I did take into consideration what he said and I did apologize for not being able to give him the attention he wanted. I also explained that I don't know how to go to a club and just have fun and be with "you" whether its Jonathan or another friend. When I go out I'm used to putting on a show, when I'm out, Coco is on. I feel I have to be the social butterfly, the socialite and for that I did apologize, if that made any sense.

We continued talking until about 1am. Here's where I stand right now with him. As I said before I have no bad feelings toward him. He can hit me up whenever he wants and I'll go ahead and chit chat with him but for the time being I won't be hanging out with him anytime soon. I won't be getting in his car to go to wherever anytime soon because he's simply made it uncomfortable for me. I feel by taking his offer for him to pick me up and go to some party or club does he feel I'm using him? Again not sure if that makes sense but that's the best way I can describe it.